Nicola Bulley's partner speaks to Dan Walker for Channel 5 documentary: "I’m never going to let go...Something happened that day”

Speaking to 5 News presenter Dan Walker, Paul Ansell said the family was going through “unprecedented hell” but that they wouldn’t give up searching for Nicola.

Paul said: “Nikki would never give up on us ever. She wouldn’t give up on anybody. And we’re not gonna ever give up on her like, we’re going to find her.”

In Vanished: Where Is Nicola Bulley?, Paul insisted that he feels a strong sense of ‘hope’ and ‘positivity’, as the search reaches the two-week mark.

He added: “There has to be a way to find out what happened, there has to be. You cannot, you cannot walk your dog down a river and just vanish into thin air. Something happened that day, something…”

Ms Bulley had dropped off her daughters, aged six and nine, at school and was on her usual walk when she disappeared, her phone – still connected to a call for her job as a mortgage advisor – was found on a bench overlooking the river.

Despite a huge search of the river and surrounding countryside by Lancashire Police, no trace of her has been found.

“100% convinced” Nicola is not in the river

Speaking about this, Mr Ansell said: “Extensive searching, you know, as you’re probably aware, has gone on in that river.

“The fact that the divers and underwater rescue team and all that were in that river on the day, and thankfully found absolutely nothing, in the part where you would have to presume is her last known location.”

He went on: “Personally, I am 100% convinced it’s not the river, that’s my opinion.”

Police have discounted foul play and are treating the incident as a missing person enquiry, believing that Ms Bulley has fallen into the water.

But police say they are still keeping an “open mind” and have been appealing for information.

“The best people in the world are looking for mummy”

Talking about his children, Mr Ansell went on: “The only thing, the only thing that I can do is tell them that everybody is looking for mummy.

“The best people in the world are looking for mummy – just to give them that, you know, that level of hope that they can understand that everything that can be done to find mummy, is being done.”

Asked how he feels about the situation, Mr Ansell added: “Anger, loads of frustration, confusion, disbelief, surrealism, nothing feels real.”

He continued “It just doesn’t feel real… I feel like I’m in the Truman show. I honestly believe I’m going to wake up at any moment… how are we even in this? We are good people.”

What time will the Nicola Bulley documentary air?

Vanished: Where Is Nicola Bulley? will air on Friday (February 10, 2023) at 9pm on Channel 5.

How can I watch the programme?

You can watch the programme as it airs live on Channel 5 from 9pm tonight, or alternatively you can watch on the My5 streaming app.